Monday, January 31, 2011

feeling sorry for myself

I don't know if its because Rachel went back to school today or not, but this evening has been one long cry....I could barely keep things together to drive home. The songs on the radio were all "his" songs, songs he sang, songs he danced to.......

Just when I think things are getting better, I think I'm beginning to cope something like tonight happens. What triggered it I have no idea. All I know is I want him here with me, to feel his hand in mine, hear him laugh, to smell his cologne. All lost to me now, only the memories remain.

1 comment:

  1. After Mom and Dad died, I noticed that I would be going along fine, and then suddenly like a wave, sadness and loss would over take me . . . I felt the same way losing Gee . . . I'm going on, and then suddenly, out of nowhere, comes this near overwhelming sad . . . I guess I like to think of it as a reminder that we are 'human' . . . Love to you.